"HE WAS DOING YARD WORK CUTTING GRASS..THEN WHEN HE WANTED TO GO BACK YARD OPEN THE DOOR HE PASSED AWAY NATURAL CAUSE SO FAR.....I TALKED TO HIS PARENTS.I WAS AT HIS HOUSE.HES MY LIL BRO..
<3 bro rest in peace.
u be missed..
much love man"
idk what's the point of life, but losin not just friends, but people who are close to you? hrm.. I mean it happening, and knowing whatever you do cant change it.. you're like wtf ya know? what da heckk... trying to ignore it and acting like nothing happened, and thinking maybe they don't want u to waste your time crying over them.. just seems soo eh..
ya know?? then you ask who can replace them? but no nobody can, don't even try to.. Sometimes i wonder if he's here and just watching over me. weird random thought.. idk if letting go is the right thing, but in life u just have to move on... This one life time, Then gone forever? nahh that cant be true.. we'll meet up again one day.. hope so.
Personally i didn't know fizzle in person but dang, I didn't know him too much either, but we talked all the time about random stuff. I remmeber when RDM first just started, it was just me Fizzle, Kevin, Kelson, and Michelle. whew brings back some memories, shoot well yeah, we use to joke around and fuck around with all the random people comin by, and I rememeber fizzle introducin me to all these new people (thanks a lot man), shoot I was a straight up loner friggin Fizzle and Kevin knew everyone, they always chillin here on RDM, ahahha they use to be fightin sometimes, but shoot we were all still cool. I use to tell fizzle some deep shit I been in or just crazy shit I was goin through. haha he was a cool ass guy to talk to, he use to tell me some stuff too, I mean wow.. we use to be bored as hell, we'd yell at some random anons, and just make fun of them.. and just like make fake accounts and mess with ppl or each other, man we made up some power ranger thang and Fizzle was in some power puff girl thing lol. we just talked mad shit about some wack stuff, ahahhaha. Everyone use to come up on here and just be dissin on Fizzle and Kevin, ahahha i remember i made this girl account for fizzle and i had it goin for like 3 months or so, then he finally found out it was me >_<
darnnnnnnzzz my evil plan failed, lol.
Screw it i didn't wanna go into too much detail, but fudge it, this is fizzle I'm talkin about, ahah I rememeber when i use to ask him about Michelle and stuff HAHAHAHAH mann, even recently i did, he was like she's a lil stuck up, but yeah do whatchu wanna do. him Kevin and Kelson use to be sayin all this cheesey stuff, then i try to act like what da heckkkkkk, lol idk..
and this one time he told me about a girl he met up, i was like whoooaaaaah man go make a move on her!, then he was like nahh, didnt u like her?? i was like what??? dawg man im just some random ass nigga online, what am i gonna do? cyber punch you? LMAO..
ima miss u a lot bro..
Shoot well i remember i just came home yesterday (7-18-09) and i was like hrmm where's fizzle at?, he usually was on RDM. and yeah then Bee comes on later and was like "is fizzle dead?", i was like WTF?? i mean WHAT?? WHAT ARE YOU SAYING?? i looked up his myspace, and couldn't believe what i was reading. i was like what??? wasn't he just on the other day, I'm like shiitttt. when did this happen!? i started messaging, texting, I.M'n everyone i knew that knew him, i was like whoaaa whoaaaaaa, whats goin on? nobody didnt know then i finally found out. i was like please!!! let this be some prank or some shit, this cant be real. but man.. today i felt sooooo fucked up in the head, i mean wow, workin with customers suckedd. i couldn't keep my mind straight, and i was just thinkin about this all day.
so far...i've been sittin on Fizzles myspace for hours, yesterday and today. i keep replaying that song "Tryin to get by" although it has nothing to do with the situation, but it's on his page. I keep constantly refreshin the page to see if there's anything new, but nah.. everytime i get on aim, i ceheck up to see if he's on. Constantly lookin at the chatangobox. i keep leavin some random comments on ur myspace too.. idk if u can see how much ppl are missing u right now. i mean shoot yo.. im still up and it's 5am right now. last night i didnt get to sleep till 6am. i hate to bring him up at random moments guys. but dang... you really dont know what you have until it's gone. i didnt know where else i could post this, cause i dont think anyone knows his myspace password. but yeah, anyone who feels like they wanna say something, just leave a little something here for him. about how u feel or just random thoughts.
hrmm.. These past couple of days everyone has been crying and feelin bad for you. I cant speak for you, but when Fizzle pops up in our head, it shouldn't just be sad depression, you gotta be optimistic and think about the good times. what he did in his life, and be happy for him. he may be gone from this lifetime but his soul will live on..
R.I.P Faisal Nelson, We all miss you man..
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